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     “Parsha Tidbits” –Short divrei torah (Words of Torah) from Rabbbi Shafner on the weekly portion

 

Genesis

                                       
  Bereishit                                    
   

Genesis 1.1-6.8 - Creation and Relationship

             
    Science and Creation                      
      Adam and Eve: Two Stories, Two Personalities                
  Noah                                    
   

Genesis 6.9-11.32 - The Power of Prayer

 

           
  Lech Lecha                                    
     

Genesis 12.1-17.27 - Becoming a Vessel

               
  Vayeira                                    
   

Genesis 18.1-22.24 - Abraham and Sara’s Tent

               
    Outspokenness and Obedience                  
    Chayei Sarah                                      
   

Genesis 23.1-25.18 - Rebecca and Isaac’s Love

               
    Conversation’s of our Ancestor’s Servants                  
  Toldot                                    
     

Genesis 25.19-28.9 - You Dig?

               
    Humility                                  
  VaYeitzei                                    
   

Genesis 28.10-32.3 - Is Then G-d in this Place and I did Not Know it?

    Spiritual Wells
    The Place
    Finding the Divine in the Dark
  Vayishlach  
   

Genesis 32.4-36.43 - Wrestling

  VaYeshev  
   

Genesis 37.1-40.23 - Seeing the Good

  Miketz  
  Vayigash

 

    Genesis 44.18-47.27 - Self Sacrifice
    Revenge
  Vayechi  
    Closed / Open
     
     

Bereshit: Genesis 1.1-6.8

Creation and Relationship

Beginnings are a very powerful time in Judaism.  I guess the best place to learn about them is at THE BEGINNING.  When the Torah describes God creating human beings God says something strange: "Let us make humans".  The classic Jewish commentaries ask: "Why us?"  Clearly the Torah sees God as only One.  Who is God talking to?  Rash"i, Probably the Torah's most famous commentator says that God wants to use the humble "we".  Though it is God making humans, humans are such an incredible creation that God teaches us humility by saying "Let us make the human."  I can't do it alone. 

I think there may be another answer also. For us humans, creation of other human beings always requires relationship.  Sex is a manifestation of deep relationship and only through it can we create as God did.  Perhaps the Torah is teaching us that new creations require relationships to make them so.  

We are all now on the brink of something very new, and hopefully very creative.  To make this not just another year but a truly new creation, one that will be profound, requires these 2 things, humility and relationship.  May you merit the humility to learn from your teachers, and the ability to have deep relationships with those in your community through which you can learn so much and create something big.

 

Bereshit 2

Science and Creation

"In the beginning G-d created the heavens and the land."  Rashi (11 century) comments, "...The Torah is not attempting to describe the order of the creation...for if it was how could the Torah say, 'the spirit of G-d hovered over the water,' before it has spoken of the creation of the waters...thus it must be concluded that the Torah is not trying to tell us about the order of the creation at all."  This Rash"i seems a bit unconventional though it is a similar approach to that of Maimonides in the Guide to the Perplexed where he writes that if he had philosophically agreed with Aristotle that the world had never been created, he would have understood the story of creation in the Torah metaphorically. 

Today there are many arguments as to the need to teach creationism or science.  So many other religious people and indeed some of our fellow religious Jews may be apt to put their critical and scientific thinking on a back burner when it comes to studying Torah.    But the Torah wants us to keep our wits intact, not to shy from struggle when things are difficult to understand.  We believe the Torah is G-d's word, and our best spiritual guide, yet we do not compromise our G-d given minds and abilities, and our intellectually honest desire to make sense of both the text and our world.  Indeed, when we are willing to engage all parts of ourselves, all that we know in the struggle to understand Torah, only then is the world that was created from the Torah nearer to completion.

 

Berashit 3

Adam and Eve: Two Stories, Two Personalities

In this week's Torah portion, Berashit, the first humans, Chava and Adam are created.  The story of their creation is told twice in the Torah, the first in chapter 1 and the second in chapter 2, with many differences.  In the first story Adam and Eve are created at the same time in the image of G-d.  They are commanded to harness the world and rule over the creatures.   End of story.  In the second telling, Adam is created first from dirt.  G-d then breathes into him the 'breath of life.”   Adam is lonely.  G-d tries to find him a mate by creating all the animals but to no avail.  Finally G-d makes Eve from Adam's side and Adam immediately realizes that she is right for him.   G-d puts them in the Garden of Eden to watch over it and tend it.  The snake comes, they sin and are exiled.  According to Rabbi Joseph Solovetchik these two very different stories are metaphors for different types of humans, different paradigmatic personalities and approaches to life and the world.

This Shabbat give some thought to which story resonates most with you and why.  What can we learn from each about how to live our lives and how to achieve holiness and fulfillment?  May it be a Shabbat of great beginnings!

 

Noach: Genesis 6.9-11.32

The Power of Prayer

This week's Torah portion is Noah.  Many of the commentaries on this portion focus on Prayer.  But what does prayer have to do with Noah and the flood?  The answer I think lies in a question that is often asked about Noah: Was he really a righteous man compared to Abraham, or only righteous compared to the terrible people surrounding him (see Rash”i Genesis 6:9)? 

 

Indeed, Noah is the man who never speaks and Abraham is the man known for speaking up.  When God tells Abraham that He is going to destroy the cities of Sodom and Amorah, Abraham speaks up in their defense.  But when God tells Noah that He is going to destroy the world, Noah is silent.  It is precisely here, in the portion of Noah, that we must learn instruction for how to speak up, how to pray, and the power of words.  Only in us speaking and praying with true depth, not just seeing prayer as a reading of words, but as an intense, meditative Godly process can we create a tikun, a fixing, for the sin of Noah, the sin of silent obedience.

 

Lech Lecha: Genesis 12.1-17.27

Becoming a Vessel

This week's Torah portion is Lech Lecha in which God tells Abraham to leave his land, his family and his birthplace, and "go to a land which I will show you."   Why, ask the commentaries, doesn't God just tell him where he is being led; to the Land of Israel?  Why all the mystery?  The Sefat Emet, Rabbi Yehudah Leib Alter of Ger (19c.), answers that there is something valuable to be learned from following without full knowledge.  Abraham is forced to give up so much with out retaining control over his destiny.  There is great value in making oneself a vessel for the will of the Divine, letting go of our need for control and dominance.  At times, it is only through this nullification of the self that we can become fully open to spiritual experience.  May we merit a Shabbat of letting go of ourselves and our ties to all the physical, to become vessels of reception for the spiritual.

 

Vayera: Genesis 18.1-22.24

Abraham and Sara’s Tent

In the beginning of this week's Torah portion (Vayara) we find Abraham talking to G-d. Suddenly he sees three nomads coming toward him. Immediately Abraham runs out to greet them, brings them into his open tent and cooks them a meal. (It is this preoccupation with over feeding people that deems him the first Jew.) In contrast to Noah, whose place is a hermetically sealed ark, Abraham's place is an open tent encouraging hospitality. The commentaries suggest that perhaps this is why the world was destroyed in Noah's day and not in Abraham's, and why Abraham was the first Jew and not Noah.

 

We live at a time of great strife and we must live up to the challenge of Abraham, keeping our Jewish mission to be open and giving like Abraham and not sealed off and indifferent like Noah.  This attitude in Judaism is called chesed or kindness and is the source of many mitzvoth.  This week choose one new mitzvah of kindness to do toward another person.  Just one action.  In the merit of our chesed may the world merit peace and holiness.

 

Vayera 2

Outspokenness and Obedience

In this week's Torah portion, Vayerah, God tells Abraham that he is going to destroy the city of Sodom.  Abraham's response is, "Will you destroy the righteous with the wicked?  Perhaps there are 50 righteous people in the city...far be it from You, to kill the righteous with the wicked...will the judge of the entire world not do justly (Genesis 18:24)?"  God agrees with Abraham, though after bargaining God down to 10 righteous people it turns out there aren't that many.  Latter in the portion God tells Abraham "Take Isaac your son, whom you love, and bring him as an offering on the mountain which I will show you (Genesis 22:2).” Abraham does not reply to God but gets up early the next morning to do God's bidding.  (In the end Isaac is not killed, and so we are all here).  The question we must ask is:  What is the Torah teaching us?  Why in one place does Abraham plead with God for the lives of the Sodomites and yet say nothing when God tells him to sacrifice his son Isaac (Isaac was 37 years old at the time)? 

Perhaps there is a time to stand up, even to take God to task ("Will the judge of all the world not do justly?"), and a time to be a humble servant.  Perhaps they are both sides of the same coin of who Abraham was and what we must learn from him.  When do you think we should stand up (even to God) and when do you think we should be obedient humble servants?

 

 

Chayei Sarah: Genesis 23.1-25.18

Rebecca and Isaac’s Love

In this week's Torah portion, Chayay Sarah, "The life of Sara", Rebecca meets her intended mate Isaac for the first time.  When she sees him for the first time she covers her face with a veil.  The Rabbis tell us that Rebecca wanted Isaac to love her for who she really was and not for what she looked like.  Indeed Rebecca was known for her kindness and in fact its her great actions that tell Isaac's matchmaker earlier in the portion that Rebecca is the right woman for Isaac.  The Torah then says that they got married and afterward that Isaac loved Rebecca.  For Isaac and Rebecca love was not the reason they got married but rather their love emerged out of really knowing and appreciating each other for who they really were.  What do you really love about people?

 

Chayei Sara 2

Conversation’s of our Ancestor’s Servants

In this week's Torah portion, Chayeh Sara, Sara dies and then Abraham wishes to find a wife for Isaac who is 37 years old at the time.   (He signs Isaac up for J-Date but since he is the only Jew alive at the time no one else is registered on the web site.)  Abraham then appoints Eliezer his servant to find a wife for Isaac and makes him swear that he will go to Abraham and Sara's relatives to find a wife for Yitzchak and not to the people of Cannan.   The Torah then describes in great detail the trip Eliezer takes and how he finds Rebecca, namely by making a deal with G-d that whom ever he meets at the well and offers him water and water for his camels, she will be the wife for Isaac.   Rebecca meets Eliezer at the well and offers just that, then Eliezer gives her rings and goes to meet her family where he retells the whole story and the Torah records his words for us.

Rash"i is bothered by the long detailed depiction of Eliezer's trip and then the almost verbatim repetition of it in the Torah when Eliezer tells it to Rebecca's family.   Rash"i's explanation is that, quoting the words of the Midrash, we see from here that, “The everyday conversations of the servants of our ancestors were more dear to G-d than the Torah of their progeny,” for we see that latter in the Torah, when the mitzvot are given, they are given in much less detail than the story of Eliezer finding a wife for Yitzchak.

How do you understand this notion that the everyday conversation of our ancestors and even their servants is dearer to G-d than the details of law latter in the Torah?   How do you see the function of the first 2 books of the Torah which are mostly narrative, as contrasted with the last 3 books which contain a great deal of law?   What does this say about the purpose or purposes of the Torah in general?   Discuss amongst yourselves.....and have a Shabbat Shalom.

 

Toldot: Genesis 25.19-28.9

You Dig?

In this weeks Torah portion, Toldot, the Torah tells us that, "Isaac re-dug the wells his father Abraham had dug, for the Philisteins had stopped them up.  Isaac renamed the wells just as his father Abrahm had."    If the Torah carefully picks and chooses what it tells us about our ancestors, why bother to tell us that they dug wells?  What are we meant to learn from this? 

 

The word for "well" in Hebrew is "Ba'er" which can also mean "to explain" or "to bring meaning to".  The Sefat Emet tells that our ancestors dug wells for water but that the Torah also means to tell us that they "dug into" the world to explain it to us in a unique way, to illuminate its spirituality which is often hidden.  This is the legacy our ancestors started and the gift they each gave to us in their own particular way through their "digging".  How do you dig the world to uncover its depth and spiritual meaning?

 

Toldot: Humility

In this weeks parsha Rebecca feels the children in her womb 'running about'.  The Torah says that she declares, "If this is how it is, why should I exist." and goes to seek ask G-d about it.  From her existential declaration and her trip to seek help from G-d instead of a doctor we realize that she is aware that the movement within her womb is perplexing in a very big way.  Indeed G-d's answer is, "There are 2 nations in your womb...they will struggle over power and in the end the older one will serve the younger one."   Her children, Jacob and Esav it seems, are destined from the womb to be enemies.  

Yet as Jews we believe people have free choice and the door for tishuvah, repentance, is always open.   In fact the Midrash tells us that Jacob and Esav were really supposed to be partners in starting the Jewish people, each being the progenitor of 6 tribes.   Why didn't it work?

The Torah describes Jacob and Esav as opposites, in look-one is hairy and one smooth, in place-one is a person of the field and one of the tent, and in personality-one is a trapper and one a simple man.   In theory they would have made great complementary leaders.   The power of a hunter with the depth of a studious man of the tent.   Why couldn't Esav be Jacob's partner?   Why in the end must Jacob do it alone combining his own voice (the voice of Jacob) with the hands and power of his brother (the hands of Esav)?

The Shem MiShmuel a Chassidic commentary on the Torah says that Esav, like all of us, was not bad in and of himself.  He had great potential.  Very different than Jacob's strengths and potential but none the less his power could have been used in the right way.   The Shem Mishumel says that this is why Isaac wanted to give the blessing to Esav.  Though Esav is dangerous he feels giving him the blessing will impart a certain holiness to Esav and tweak him to use his powers for good.  What Isaac did not realize though says the Shem Mishumel is that Esav was also a baal gavah, a haughty person without humility.  Haughtiness he says is like a black hole.   Some things are so dark that no light, no holiness, can exist in them, in haughtiness and ego all holiness is absorbed and blotted out.   Holiness will not help one who is haughty because the holiness gets used to generate more ego.   The holiness becomes self directed, a source of further self aggrandizement.  This is ultimately Esav's Achilles heal.


This Shabbat let us the humble food of lentil soup as Jacob did and work on our anavah, our humility.

 

VaYetze: Genesis 28.10-32.3

Is Then G-d in this Place and I did Not Know it?

In this week's Torah portion, Va'yatzey, Jacob is running from his home and from

his brother Esav who wants to kill him.  The Torah tells us regarding the

beginning of his journey: "And he came to the place, and slept there with a

stone under his head.  He dreamed that there was a ladder stretching from

earth to heaven with spiritual messengers going up and down it.  God

appeared to Jacob and said, "I am the God of your fathers, the land you are

laying on I will give to you and your decedents.  Your progeny will  be

like the sand of the ground and will spread out and all the families of the

world will be blessed through you...Jacob woke up and said, is it possible

that this is a Godly place and I did not realize it?  What a place, this

must be the house of God."  The Talmud tells us that this place was Mount

Moriyah the future place of the Holy Temple in Jerusalem.

Have you ever been in a holy place and not realized it or not felt

it?  When have you felt it?  Why are holy places important?  What do you

think Jacob is teaching us?

 

Vayetzey 2

Spiritual Wells

This week’s Torah portion is Va'yetzey.  In it Jacob runs away from his brother Esav who is out to kill him on account of Jacob's receiving the blessing of the first born instead of Esav, who was the oldest of the two twins.  For the first time in Jacob's life he leaves his land, his family and his parent's tent.  The portion says, "and Jacob left Be'er Shevah and went to Charan."   The question is asked, why did the Torah waste words telling us that he left Be'er Shevah, being that it is information we already know?

 

Rash"I’s answers that when a righteous person leaves a place there is a certain blessing and holy aura that leaves also, this is what the sentence is noting by calling attention to Jacob's place of departure.  The Sefat Emet offers a more mystical explanation.  Jacob is leaving the Holy Land for the first time.  Jacob wonders how he will be able to take his spiritual life with him even into a place of exile out side of Israel.  The answer given is that we all do this each week.  We have a day called Shabbat in which we are in a spiritual atmosphere, more aware of the Divine.  Our Shabbat gives us the tools to go into the 6 days of the week, the days of the physical world in which God is hidden and yet find God even there.  Jacob too, leaves a place called Be'er Shevah literally "The well of the seven".  Just as shabbat is the spiritual well that feeds the 7 days of the week, so too Jacob achieved a high spiritual level in Be'er Shevah, in the Holy Land, and could then take that with him and use it to sanctify the place of exile to which he journeyed. 

 

Vayetzey 3

This week’s Torah portion yayetzey begins, "And Jacob went out from Be'er Shevah to go to Charon, and he bumped into the place and laid there because the sun was setting and he took from the stones of the place and placed them under his head and slept in that place." 

What is "The Place" that Jacob came suddenly upon?  According to the commentaries, it was indeed "the place," Mount Morayah in Jerusalem, the place where Yitchak is offered and the place that all the Jews will ultimately gather.   Indeed, after Jacob's dream he says "This must be the house of G-d and the gate of heaven." 

Jacob then dreams of a ladder ascending from the earth to the heavens with angels going down and then up the ladder.  Rash”i is perplexed by why the angels descend and then ascend, when ostensibly angels come from above first.  He explains that as Jacob leaves the land of Israel the angels from Israel must ascend back to the heavens and new angels, those of outside Israel must descend to accompany him on his continued journey. 


Jacob is at a transitional moment in his life, the dweller of tents is leaving his house for the first time and embarking on a journey that will lead him to produce the Jewish people.  When we read the text describing his dream it seems like a very significant holy dream.  The dream itself indeed seems so ripe with metaphor, such dramatic potential: a ladder to Heaven, angles, the gate of Heaven, G-d appearing at its end.  Rashi's explanation seems less than satisfying.  Why does Jacob even need to know that the angles are switching their guard? 

Perhaps precisely at this moment that Jacob leaves Israel to embark on building the Jewish nation and to enter exile, the uniqueness of the Land is a very important message.  Our generation knows well the trials of exile and the dangers of forgetting our true spiritual home, the Land of Israel.  We live at a time in which life in exile is quite good and life in the holy land is rife with some trials.  When leaving the land, it is important that Jacob see its glory and realize its holiness; that the angels from Israel are not able to be outside Israel; that the Land contains the house of G-d and the gate way to heaven.  On his way to exile he must feel the pangs of loss in leaving the place and the land.

On this, the first Shabbat of Kislev the month of rededication to the temple and the holy space, and on the parsha in which Jacob leaves the land for a life in exile, we must ask ourselves (and I also): What is our relationship to the land?  What does it mean to be in exile at a time in which we have a land to go to?  What does it mean to have holy space?  How can it -Jerusalem and Israel and Mount Morayah- help us connect to the infinite and how are we affected by not being in proximity to it.

 

Vayetzey 4

Finding the Divine in the Dark

This week’s torah portion, Vayetezey, describes the formative experiences of Jacob, the third of the patriarchs.   He runs from his brother Esav and when the sun sets he bumps into, 'the holy place', Mount Moriah.  There he has a dream of a ladder with angles going up and down and he prays, and names the place 'The House of G-d'.   The Talmud tells us that Jacob is the first person to pray at night, it is he we credit with the night time Arvit prayer.   Indeed it is appropriate that all the life changing events in Jacob’s life, the ladder dream, the exchange of his wives with out his knowledge, and his wrestling match with a man/angel, happen in the dark.  

 

Jacob we are told is the father of exile.  He spends his life on the run, in the dark, but it is he that is truly the father of our people.   His name becomes Israel, meaning to struggle with G-d and people.   Though we as Jews pray for redemption, most of our history has been spent in exile.   It is in exile that Jacob dreams and latter struggles, and then names these places.  He names them, Beit El-'The House of G-d', and Pineel-'The Face of G-d'.   Perhaps it is from Jacob that we learn not to feel that exile in our national life and darkness in our personal lives is a place of losing hope, but a place of finding the Divine house and encountering the Divine face.

 

VaYishlach: Genesis 32.4-36.43

Wrestling

In this week's Torah portion, "Va'yishlach", Jacob is traveling with his family away from his father-in-law's house where he has worked as a shepherd for 14 years.  He then does a strange thing.  After sending his family ahead Jacob wanders alone.  As he does, the Torah tells us that, "a man wrestles with him until the dawn".  Jacob's leg is hurt and the man (an angel) tells him he will have a new name-"Israel"-because he has "Struggled with man and with God and made it through."  The experience is so spiritually profound for Jacob that he names the place where it happened "Piney El" which means "The Face of God."  What do you think it means that Jacob, the father of our people, finds God in the midst of a struggle in the middle of the night?  Where do you find God, is it also where you might not expect to?  For humans, is struggle a necessary part of being in touch with the Divine?

 

VaYeshev: Genesis 37.1-40.23

Seeing the Good

This week’s Torah portion, Va'yeshev, begins by describing the relationship between Joseph and his brothers when Joseph was 17 years old.  The Torah tells us that when Joseph was tending sheep with his brothers "...Joseph brought slander about them to his father.  Israel loved Joseph more of all the brothers....and they (his brothers) were unable to speak with Joseph peacefully..."  Certainly everyone, no matter how righteous, sins at times. But why does the Torah specifically tell us this sin of Joseph’s, that he spoke badly of his brothers to his father?  In addition, how could he, Joseph the Tzadik, the righteous one, be guilty of such a crime?

Some commentaries justify Joseph's actions, proposing that perhaps he saw evil in his brothers and meant to tell their father in order that Jacob would discipline them.  Some also judge the brothers favorably explaining that what Joseph saw was not what was actually happening. Still others (the Seforno) blame Jacob for his bad parenting in favoring Joseph over his other children and thereby causing hated among them.

The Sefat Emet does not apologize for Joseph's, his brother's, or his father's actions.  He says that indeed Joseph was guilty of the sin of slander and that this is the reason he must descend to Egypt.  Latter he will become Joseph the Tzazadik, Joseph the Righteous.  The job of the tzadik, the righteous Jewish leader, says the Sefat Emet, is to take the good deeds of the Jewish people and bring them before G-d, ignoring the people's evil deeds.  Joseph needed to learn this in order to create unity among his people.  This is the lesson he learns in Egypt through the trials and travails, the tests and time in prison he is subject to.  Only after the experience of Egypt is he complete and ready to be Joseph the Tzadik.

 

Miketz: Genesis 41.1-44.17 

VaYigash: Genesis 44.18-47.27

Self Sacrifice

In the end of last week's Torah portion Joseph's princely goblet was placed by Joseph in Benjamin's grain sack.  Then Joseph asked his officers to capture the brothers and look for the cup.  Finding it in Benjamin's sack Joseph says to his brothers (who do not know his true identity) that they must leave Benjamin in Egypt as Joseph's servant.  Knowing this will kill their father Yehudah offers himself in Benjamin's stead.  Then suddenly, after a 2 parsha long charade, Joseph reveals himself to his brothers.  What is it about Yehudah's willingness to sacrifice himself for Benjamin that now lets Joseph stop hiding himself and finally exclaim, "I am Joseph your brother"?

Yehudah, the natural leader of his brothers and future leader of the Jewish nation, indeed the progenitor of King David, changes the most of any person in the story of Joseph and his brothers.  When Joseph is thrown in a pit and left to die by his brothers Yehudah stands up and says, no, lets not kill him, lets sell him instead.  But at that point, Yehudah, though willing to take a stand for what is right, is yet not yet willing to sacrifice himself for Joseph.  He is not fully able to stand up to his brothers and risk personal injury and alienation, by completely protesting the wrong.  Now though, at the end of the story, he is willing to sacrifice himself for Joseph's brother Benjamin.  Only then is Joseph willing to stop pretending. Now his job is done.

It is very interesting to look back over the last two Torah portions and explore the things that happen to Yehudah, with an eye to seeing how they effect change in him, and what we can learn about becoming people of holy action and leadership in our own lives.
 

Vayigash 2

In these last few Torah portions, coming to a climax in this week’s portion of Va'yigash, the Torah tells us of Joseph's brothers coming to Egypt to buy food and Joseph's difficult treatment of them.  Putting Shimon in jail, telling them to bring Benjamin and then hiding his cup in Benjamin's sack and threatening to keep him in Egypt, eventually bringing them to their knees.
 
Why does Joseph do this?  For revenge?  But Joseph is described several times during the episode as being on the verge of emotional tears, not hardened vindication.  To make the dreams of his brothers and parents bowing down to him come true?  But Joseph better than most knows that G-d is in charge ("G-d will interpret Pharaoh's dreams, not I"). Yet, the Torah does say that when Joseph first saw his brothers he remembered the dreams he had dreamt.   What does this remembering of the dreams mean if not to now make them come true?

I would like to suggest that the answer lies in the first verse of our Torah portion.  Joseph has said that Benjamin must stay.  The brothers are dumb struck, all is lost, they have promised their father they would be responsible for Benjamin and bring him back safely since their father Jacob expressed his trauma in letting Benjamin his only other child from Rachel go after Joseph his other child has been lost and is gone.   Now Judah comes forward and stands up for Benjamin.  With self sacrifice he takes responsibly.   Perhaps this is what the Torah means when it says Joseph remembered the dreams.   Not to make them come true and to make his brothers bow down, but the opposite, to make his brothers stand up for Benjamin, what they did not do for him and instead in reaction to his dreams, sold him away.   They must make up now for not standing up against the brothers when they wanted to throw him in the pit.  Indeed Reuven the first born (would be leader) says not to kill Joseph, but he does not stand up fully for him with self sacrifice.  He does not stand out against the crowd.  Now one of the brothers finally does, Judah.  Not the first born, but, and perhaps resulting from this episode, he will become the first.  The Kingship of the Jewish people will come from him.

 

Veyechi: Genesis 47.28-50.26

Closed/Open

In this week's torah portion, Vayichi, we are told of the death of Jacob. Strangely, instead of starting after the normal open line break in the Torah scroll that is typically found between portions this portion begins closed, with no space between its beginning and the end of the portion before it.   The Midrash tells us that the closed nature of the written text in the beginning of this portion reflects the closing that is happening in the text's narrative.  Jacob is dying and the hearts of the Jewish people begin to close as the enslavement comes. 

In contrast there is a part of the Torah that when written in the scroll, is formed in the exact opposite manor with lines written so open that they are more space than text.  The Shirah, the song that the Jewish people sing after crossing the Red Sea is written all open, with numerous line breaks in each line of scribal writing.

The Torah is thus to be read on many different levels.  Its punctuation itself reflects the nature and feeling within.  Perhaps part of the lesson is that Torah must be not only be read but felt.  One must enter into the Torah as it is read.  It is meant as a book of instruction and transformation rather than one of history.  May we merit this Shabbat to enter into the Torah as it enters into us, to become one with its opposites. To embody and learn from both the closedness of exile and openness of redemption that the Torah depicts.